Dreamed that I wanted to die. Woke up soon after and now I’m just bogged in sadness.
I really hope this is just my hormones being weird instead of my antidepressants losing effectiveness.
I just want to be a babe but I just feel like some dork most of the time.
The more comfortable I get with my body I somehow get progressively more uncomfortable at the same time.
Odd.
i MA LITERALLY LAUGHING AND CRYING RIGHT NOW I CAN BARELY BREATHE AT ALL WHY AM I NEVEN ON THIS FUCKGIN SITE
So basically any extreme form of negative emotion lately puts me on such an unstable nosedive that I start shaking and can barely breathe and have to fight urges to claw into my skin.
Life’s great.
God fuck everything
s i g h
I really shouldn’t let me nails grow out ah
I have been shaking an don the edge of tears for a good half hour now I just wan tmy sheets to be clean so I can try to sleep pp
theeasyconfidence replied to your post: When I woke up I thought I dreamed about a certain…
Isn’t someone returning your feelings a good thing?
Sorry I didn’t see this. No. Not this person. It’s a lot of old history. I used to be tortured by dreams of requited emotion when I knew they just wouldn’t happen because they literally hated me by that point.
